Long Lost Friends...

I bump onto an old frens of mine last week at the usual lepak spot near my house. She's a dear friend from my uni years and we havent meet for almost 6 years. The thing is after graduation, i gradually stuck into the working life while she continue her Master in Biomedic somewhere in US.. I am excited to bump onto an old friend but what make me really shock to death is she has lose 2/3 of her weight.. Oh My... i'm absolutely salute her.. She use to be the fat girl from first till our final years. But now she look sooo amazing.. i'm totally amaze... *Bravoooo Min*

While me on the other hand have gain another half of my weight for over the past 6 years :(

duhhhh .. yeah i am FAT.. seriously.. It make me realy realy SAD, but at the same time i determine to lose it.. slow and steady.. just like Min does...

This is what happen for the past years.. and i really have to make a BIG turn from now on... Hello to the new life ahead..

i miss you...

i miss you my blog... lot of things changes in mylife... my career.. my passion.. my relationship... my friendship... to many to list... i'm not glad nor that i'm sad.. i hv to move on.... forwards n learn..

sometime at some point at some age.. we came to a conslusion.. we are not perfect.. we do make mistake... and depress... deal with it... be proud of ourselves... but never be too ego... keep both feet on the ground...

no matter what i hv became..and gone thru i'm glad that i realise at the end of the day... my life is my rule... i keep control on them... life is all about choices .. sometime we make a wrong choices.. at least i know i do..

hurmmm... psttt.... by whatever mean.. i want to cheer myself up.. no other human being can cheer me at this point.. so i get myself a new black patent Varina flat from Salvatore Ferragamo... not a comfirt shoe at first but after sometimes it will be the most comfirt leather flat ever.. i promise.... (gulp ..guilt...).. my saving account will hate me for ths..

my all time fav. flat shoes... i want all colors... Helpppp..

TAK BEST okayy attitude sgtt

start my monday morning knowing i got segunung kerja to be seattled... analysis , report writing and presentation to the MD. received a called from my GM... told me that dia bercuti for 2 days... what a great day to start a week... my GM was on leave and i hv to do all the work for MD meeting this wednesday.. great great... utk menyedapkan hati sendiri i pretend to be positive lahhhh.. a manager who can carry his roles or mayb to take over the place.. LOL

i try my best to keep my motivation alive... sometimes what we give we didn't get back.. but i always believe in karma.. takpe laaa kalo kene buli buat kerja kerja boss... just believe in ourselves that one day we can replace them.. meanwhile kene bersabar n learn.. dan jgn laaa nak tunjuk pandai...

talking bout tunjuk pandai.. hermmm another incident happen this morning... a junior exec yang sgt celupar mulutt... erghh i don;t know why laaa mulut takde insurann and tak tau nak respect others.. at least kat office choose the right words laa if nak complain pun... nasib baiklahhh she's not reporting to me.... i just can't accept staff with tooo much ego, refuse to learn n annoying attitude.. too bad she's sitting right in front of me... but lepas kene sound early this morning.... she is sooo quite .. sentap la agaknye.. sesekali kene jugakkk.. if not the whole company will hate her...

2010....ohh no

erm... my first entry for year 2010... too many things to update sampai tak tau ape nak tulis.. em not good in writing a blog and updating.. but i promise to update it more frequent from this moment.... at least once a week.. rasanya tulis blog ni get me rethink bout my daily routine, moments and feeling.

i'm still mingle around with no hope.. how pathetic it sound.. do things that i like and keep myself busy with activities, and surround myself with people i love... sometimes ape yang kita mahu tak semestinya kita dapat.. so we have to satisfy with the current situation and add more colours to live it up.. yeay!

my office work always give me a headache. full with office politic and scandal.. i just wish that i can fired those people with no brain and no add on values.. but it just a wish that will never come true* lol*.. whatever it is.. i just play the game that they put me in.. just do mybest and keep aware from those stupid people.. jgn kene backstab sudahh lahh..