GOSH... it dejavu...

GOSHHHH.... i forgot my username for this second blog of mine... am i havin amnesia?... its important thing and i can easily forget it within 24 hour.. how cruel... but some memories keep stick to my mind like for the rest of my life... arghhhh..
i try to recover my username using the blogger helper... yeah it did send me the username but then its my dear old blog username... mayb the system became confused coz i use the same email address as my old blog...
thank God that i still can access to this blog n make posting by using my googles.. :P
till this point i still can't remember my username... how sad.. sad thing happen to me today...

oh dear i just remember to update some suweyyy things today.. well at about 3.45 pm i manage to sneak out from the office coz my GM were havin an appointment.. this is the only chances that i got to sneak out n go to do my own thing within office hour.. :P sad sad thing happen.. as i'm rushing back... i dunno how... but i got a very tiny lilttle small accident with some car park near by the exit... i keep driving coz i thought its only a small tiny invisible lilttle stratch... butttttt GOSH it fucking clear n my bumper crack..!!! well frankly its not my fault coz that fucking red car that involve with the so called accident is irresponsible... he/she park that fucking red mobile at the very wrong place.. its not the yellow box.. its in the corner exit... i dunno what to do... i don't stop or leave any massage.. i don't even take the fucking red car number.. n i dunno what car was involve.. do i hv to lodge a report or what... now i'm a lil bit scared coz that SEMPIT carpark have a CCTV n i might be caught.... GOSHHH..!

the old version...

previously i have a blog. i'm actively make my posting but the total breakdown make i lost myself. i'm numb. for years of not posting any in the blog.. somehow i totally forgot my password.. how sad. i decide to make a new blog after a year of retirement (wah wah wah) after a friend of mine asking for my blog URL... ohh how sad again...
this is some of the posting that i make in my previous blog that still safely kept it in my beloved mr tumbdrive...
when i read at it.. its just words that remain me to everything vividly.......

When love has come
But soon is gone
It begs the question
Was it there

The love was lost
And never found
Lost without you
Lost without me
Lost into eternity

The love was just a figment
A figment of our minds
Something we could ponder
But never express

Was it love or just a feeling
Was it love or just healing
Healing from the hatred
The hatred of our hearts

Our past was deep and full of pain
We needed this to release the stain
For this I do not regret
The time with you that I had spent

i believe and always be....

No believing man should hate a believing woman. If he dislikes one of her characteristics, there will be others that do please her....

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