LIFE IS SO SHORT.....

I realize that we only stayed in this world for a short time.... life is so short... once it end... there is no time to recover. I never think about it so much.. but the recent incident make me think n realize... My friend text me yesterday.. telling me that her dear friend was in critical situation... at first she fell dizzy.. after few minutes.. she loss her vision until a friend notice that she’s unconscious in her room... The doc said it was a brain bleeding and chances of survival is only 50-50.....The girl last breath was yesterday 1st of Ramadhan. It was a shock.... no one ever think this would happen to a 23 years old girl... Even i dunno her much... but knowing the story from the beginning to the end make me part of it...
Life is so short and sometime we never realize its moving.. every now n then we only counting on how many candle we got for our birthday cake.. and worried how many lines appeared each day... We become so attached to this World. We develop love for this world,..never that we ready to leave it when the TIME comes. Life is merely a game... a diversion.. a display.. an attachment i would say... This life could make we blind, we waste the precious time complaining or proving someone how right we are. Many thing that we love will leave us.. and the greatest, beautiful, and eternal being in this universe.. is the CREATOR.. and to Him shall we return.. I’m grateful coz i wakeup from the long journey in the beginning of Ramadhan... I’m no good... but i promise my self to be better... above all... its better late than never....

THIS IS FUNNY...

I don’t know why people always want to show that they’r good in every angle and life perspective... i never said that i’,m perfect.. and nice.. yes yes.. my writing is suck.... i know... if u hate to read it.. then.. DON’T.... jgn nak sentap..! its okay la if u want to pretend to be someone else for the sake of giving comment... even i dunno who u r.. but i can tell... u know.. i got 6 sense.. lalallalalala... *wink*
I wonder why a stranger want to masuk campur in other people business... when i start to blog... the main objective is not to make people down... i just write whatever i feel like to.. sometimes writing can release what stuck inside our heart... try me..! its work.. So for “someone husband who the wife owns a few LV, Channel, Prada” thanks for your kind words... i really appreciate it... i’m still learning and i know i am no good whatsoever.... and i’m not an angel... of coz when i know something is wrong.. i can’t pretend like i can accept it as it is... “NORMAL” and i never be harsh to those people... thats why i’m writing here (mayb some word r harsh....depends on how u rate it)........ mayb if this things happen to you.. it will make sense...
Someone said to me that its ok to bitch about people.. so bitching about friend can be accepted.. and to my surprise.. i do agree with it...!! coz i did it too...lol... BUT......... it must have a very strong reason.... mayb our mangsa kutukan/umpatan deserve it... and he/she did a very wrong thing.. ala2 mcm dosa besar kepada nusa bangsa dan agama... but when u did nothing... but still u become the victim (ala2 CSI)... i don’t think its “NORMAL” (again!!!) n can be accepted... but as always.. i forgive them becoz now i know... depa tak sengaja... only trying to have a conversation...and it hit me just right at the forehead.. mane tak terkujat... last but not least... STOP GLOBAL WARMING...

THE REAL BITCH WORLD

i dunno why i'm so much piss off latety.. a friend told me that someone or somegroup of people r talking behind my back .. and i dont know whether they'r talking bad things (mengumpat mengutuk what the fuck u may called it) or they' r just discuss about me...(what discuss??... am i a superwomen or wonderlady to be discussed??? *gawp*)

i cant believe it at first.. this group of people were a person that i admire and who i thought a very nice people.... they seems nice, open minded and accepted u for who u r... but the reality is cruel...

i don;t know why... is it about the money?.. hey.... whatever it is... i don't ask for ur money to feed me... Well let me make an intro what really happen...

For the past few month.... i got a new challenge ... a new hobby or i may refer it as a new passion ... as i told in my previous post.. i love to shop... but i'm not a compulsive shopper..

Previously my stuff only cost me hundred of ringit and once i shop.. i will spend not more than 1K... i do fancy a high end brand but during that time i don;t have the passion to buy it (i don;t mind the imitation so that i can save !!!!) ... i have all i want until at some point... i don;t have anything in mind to buy... But as we grow up... our taste towards fashion change.... and our demand increase.... (i'm sure some kakak kakak has go tru this phase.. )... So this thing happen to me... my taste to favor a brand diff... if previously i wear MNG jeans... then i change to Levi's... Guess.. SevenforAllmankind... etc etc... if previously i wear.. CarloRino handbag... its change to Guess Hadbag (most people droll over guess handbag at some point)... if previously i only buy Vincci and Hush Puppies.. now i can afford to buy Nine West.... This is all transaction of growing up... being a woman... whatever u may called it..

I enjoy every second of my life transaction.... but i don't know why some women are just plain jealous for what i have..... (yes its WOMAN/WOMEN.... not a girl...... GOSH!!!!!)

Mayb some of u will wonder.. what this woman/women said or done...

women/woman: ohhh i can't beleive she get it too soon... how can she afford to get 2 LV bag in 1 month..!!! this is a world record for a plain malay girl...!!!! she is not even grew up in oversea... she drive only a tiny national car... I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.. (sambil tarik tarik rambut kepanasan)!! this is soo fishy.... i think that bag is not hers.. don't u think so???....

women/woman: u know.. i work hard.. and i think my salary is much better than her..... and i still didn;t own a LV handbag.... i wonder if she really can have it... (ME : hellloooooo... should i show u my salary statement.. or my incometax.. or perhaps.. my EA form??????? WHY la want to be soo RIAK .. )

What is your problem if i can afford to buy 2 Louis Vuitton bag in a short period of time??? What is wrong with that??... I don't ask you to droll over my bags.... why r u being sooooo bitchy??? talking very nice tone in front of me... but behind... u r talking bad... bad breath.. bad mouth..!!! its not my fault if u can't have it... or can't afford it... GOSHH..

Now i look back into myself... what should i behave..??? ikut sama jadik bitch...? or just let it go.... so... i chose to let it go....i don't want to be like Si Luncai Terjun Bersama Labunya.... sometime quiter doesn't mean that we surrender... a standard of mind and behaviour should be preserve.... InsyaAllah...

bitchy shopaholic world

i hate it when people call me a shopaholic... coz i don't think i'm one of them.... if the term shopaholic mean someone who liked to shop then i might be one of it coz i love to shop and maybe a little too much :)
This cruel world define being a shopaholic may mean that people who spends beyond their limits, buys things that have no use for, and uses shopping as a way to feel better temporarily. I don't shop to make me feel better and i don;t shop thing that i don't use... sooo please please stop calling me a shopaholic... the term soooooooo not appropriate to me...
Mayb by looking at my CC statement... people will say.. this girl are nuts... how can she spend that way.... a thousand RM of handbags..??... well then again look back to my pattern of paying it... i have no problem to deal with it.. soooo womannnnnnnnnnnnnnn... what is your problem?????